Searching for Part-time Job and Lead Guitarist

A new day, has come.
Just soon after I had a short interview with a boss, hes a nice boss really.
However the thing is, the working place is located near kalling... Nearest MRT station will be.. Ajulined.

Anyway, after the interview, I wasn't feeling all well and I knew that something is going to happen.
That thing, just happened to be my lead guitarist who is backing out of the band due to personal problems, I'm not blaming on that. Besides, who wouldn't have their personal problems?

Right now, I'm looking for Lead Guitarist for my J-Rock band.
Go to this website for more information.
http://soft.com.sg/web/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&t=24422

or

http://sgcafe.com/showthread.php?p=1624405#post1624405

or

http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=21230

Anyone who is interested, please leave a message.
Email, PM in forum, Chatbox*, SMS all accepted.

*Chatbox: Please leave your email address there so that I can email you.

Thank you.

Yuki

Christmas is over... ever so bored?

Christmas is finally over... For some weird reasons, I never really liked Christmas.
Its always ever so boring. For every year's Christmas, its always the same.

Which makes me think, how was everyone's Christmas?
Did it went well?
How did you spent your Christmas?

All those questions starts to pop into my mind. Basically because I never have a fun Christmas, my family never celebrates Christmas.
For the whole of Christmas EVE and the actual Christmas, I was at home really bored. Nothing to do in such a way that I even tried to go sleep for the whole day. Hibernating like a snake who sleeps during winter. I think...?

Anyway, my classical guitar accompanied me throughout the day.. *hugs guitar*

Speaking of guitar, my only wish is to get an electric guitar or electric bass with amps..
Anyway, I won't be getting an electric so soon. Need to find work first before I actually get myself one. Of course I'll get myself a basic one before going into more professional guitars.
Moreover, I have yet to gain more knowledge on guitars, skills and styles of playing it and such.

I am eyeing on this particular guitar with toggle handles.

It's going to take a long time before I can get myself THAT guitar ne. *nods nods*
Not only that, the picture of the guitar as above, I'd love to have it black or maybe cherry black...?

*Sigh*

I can just daydream about having it under my current situation.
Broke, Penniless. I have yet to pay my Intermediate Japanese Lessons fee which is $315.
Lessons starts on 3rd Janurary! *bucks up in Japanese*
YOSH!!! *burns in flames* Gambatterumasu!

A dream I had 1 month ago or so...

Konnichiwa~ Now I'm talking about dream quite sometime ago like a month ago or so, it was about me, in a school.

It goes like this...

I was basically dressing up like a guy, a bishie buy, like those J-rockers and of course, I'm the vocal of my J-rock band.
In school I was being stalked and I had to run about staying away from fangirls.
It is like, I'm in my band as vocalist, quite famous and have alot of fans in the school.
What's more is that my band mentor, a rythmn guitarist who taught me guitar in that dream, is a guy in pink kimono, was looking for me on that day.

In that school, there are several guys who tried to get close to me because they think I am a girl and tries to expose my Identification as a girl.
What's more is that, it was during some school camp in late night, I was in the restroom because I had to keep my real indentity a secret and I can't shower like everyone else in that school. I was going to take a shower when I heard people budging into the girls' restroom and I was hiding in 1 of the cubical, with my top off already and I had to quickly wear it back.

Those people that budged in was the 3 guys who tried to expose my identity as a girl. Before they could do that, my band mentor step in with the angry face, still in pink kimono and those guys was like. "Oh nononono!! you got the wrong idea! We weren't trying to bully him!"

Good thing is, my identity wasn't exposed and that saved my contract with my company.
The other thing is, there was a fangirl who passed by the toilet entrance ran in to hug me and I had to dodge her hug, almost making her fall but I got hold of her waist and held her up like in a movie when you see a guy going to kiss a girl who had bent backwards.
That girl was like blushing so hard and I had to help her up, practically because.. well you know how a fangirl feels when meeting her idol..

Noticing those 3 guys and my band mentor was looking at me, I knew I had to do something to convince those guys so I did something sexy on that girl... I turned her to face the mirror, with me behind her. The girl was blushing like red as I bit on her earlope and tickling it with my tounge, rubbing on her bare stomach with my right bare hands, I kept whispering those song lyrics of mine into her ears. My left hand was... well... on her tights, caressing it slowly. Everytime I do that, her breathing was getting heavier and heavier until she fainted.. Too happy until she fainted I suppose.

With that, I carried her bridal style out of the restroom to the sickbay, while walking out, I gave those guys a sexy death glare and I noticed that they were nosebleeding already.


... the end

ZOMG!!! I woke up not believing myself because I had that dream!!!

2nd Gazette Fan outing and Intermediate Lessons.

Konbanwa~
Today was really fun ne. I wore a purple Kimono out today and practically, everyone who pass by will either glare or stare at me for sometime before they head off to their destination.

During this outing, though some people are late, all of us had fun, gathering, writing messages on the greeting card for Aoi and Miseichan~~ *hugs*
I'm sorry that I didn't manage to get any present for Aoi, that does not mean that I won't spend anything on it. I did spend like $400+ on my Kimono set with 10% discount off and I felt that its worth it because once in a blue moon I get to have my very first Kimono and to wear it out for every Gazette Outing.
It may seem weird to wear it everytime but I swear I will do it, as long as it is for our dearest Japanese Rock Visual Kei Band, the GazettE.

Moreover, at near end of the outing, where there were lesser people, Cambridge School of Languages called up and told me that Intermediate Japanese lessons are on 3rd of Janurary. Every Wednesday 3pm~7pm. This time, for sure, I'll use my very best of all to absorb everything that the teacher taught. Even if it means me kneeling down to beg my parents to let me study Japanese. I felt that it is a must for me, its my soul, my life, almost everything. Even if I can't speak Japanese at home with family members, I'll try my best to get online to talk with people who knows Japanese and to communicate with them at all cost. To prove to my parents that I AM REALLY INTO IT, I'LL DO IT!

By all means, I'll save up every single cent, for Japan. For my wish to come true.
Even if it means getting part time job while studying, I am doing this all for myself, I want to get myself used to the enviroment of hardships as though I am going to live in Japan.
After all, "Rome is not built in one day." I have to and I must, starting from now. In this world, there is not easy way out and I shall get rid of my sloth though its very hard...

My mind

Good morning everyone, how are you guys and girls doing?
I hope that everything is fine.

Recently, my mind is filled with many things, its all messed up and I sometimes don't know where to start.

My Basic Japanese lessons are going to end soon, the last lesson will be next monday.
Not only that, I've also discovered that actually my sensei lives in upper thomson road?
He used to compose lyrics at a younger age, about Singapore.
That's what he told my class during yesterday's lesson.

Maybe I should ask him some tips on lyrics as well as asking for telephone number or address so that we can communicate ne? Or maybe his email?

Ahh yes, speaking of which, this week I've written 2 lyrics! Its incomplete and I feel that there are some parts missing in the content.

What is the name of the song you ask?
I'm not going to tell you~ You'll find out soon enough when my band get to perform.
If you are thinking that my blog entry title is the song name, then you are wrong because I'm not someone who will reveal things regarding band publicaly. Not to everyone though I do show some part of it to my friend(s).

Mah~ Its thanks to the feeling I have that I wrote the lyrics.
What feeling is it?
Its for me to know, for you to guess.

Of course very soon there will be songs piling up waiting for us to sing. *grins*
Be patient and wait~

Well, I better get going soon, need to catch a sleep now. *laughs*

Forgetful and I almost died.

Another week has passed, my basic Japanese lessons are soon coming to an end, just 2 more lessons to go and I still have alot more to learn from sensei ne...
However, those things that I wanted to learn are in intermediate and advance classes which makes me worry more..

Just earlier on in the day, 13th December, during my lesson, it was really fun, we even get to play JUNKENPON. Its really fun, maybe this is one of my happy lively day ever? Who knows?
So much things are happening around me right now and I only know so little of it, as usual, I always forgot what I want to say at the end of the lesson and ending up asking sensei nothing.. T_T... This time I'll write it down before I get to my lessons as sensei suggested ne! ($A$)
Come to think of it, am I getting as forgetful as Kai? I hope not!

Anyway, on my way back home, I was on the train and looking outside the window, listening to
'Gazette - Miseinen', an idea stuck me, pv wise, it came to me really sudden. -writes it down somewhere-. Sorry but I can't reveal it, its for abit of a suprise~

Mah.. Things did not go anywhere better too, I'm still having flu and its raining hard when I was listening to my mp3 on my cellphone. Consider myself lucky that I wasn't being stuck by lightning, it struck near me 3 times or maybe more than that. I mean I could have died when the lightning struck near me, instead, my cellphone's memory chip was destroyed since I was listening to music at that point of time though it worked perfectly fine when I was walking to my friend's house and it was still fine when I played a few songs through the speakers of my cellphone.
Until I left my house, the memory chip is spoilt. Everysong that I've put inside it is gone, not just song, even the chip itself can no longer hold any datas.
Or maybe even get myself a mp3/mp4 player so that I won't have to waste my cellphone battery while I listen to music.

Wish me good luck on getting a new memory chip for my cellphone! This time I'm going to get a bigger space memory chip to store even more songs but I have to inform my father about it.
Which reminds me, I have to get my printer's ink too!

Who's the beauty?

Uruha of Gazette.

It bother me alot that people thinks that Visual Kei bands are 'females', 'ah-qua', 'sissies', 'transiviles' and such. Infact, do they even know what is Visual Kei?

Last monday when I got back home from my Basic Japanese lessons, my mother saw my wallpaper of Uruha. (The picture as posted above is my wallpaper)

She asked: "Zhe Ke Mei Nu Shi Shui?" ("Who is this beautiful lady?" in chinese)

I blurted out into laugher, rolling on the floor and exclaimed that "Ta Shi Nan De!" ("He's a guy!" in chinese)

When she heard what I said, she took a closer look and said that she didn't notice the 'adam apple' on his throat but still he has the face of a female and really looks like one.

Even until today, my aunt, cousin and grandmother came over to visit us.
I didn't want to show them pictures of 'the GazettE' since they know nothing about them and it'll take up my time when I have to go out to meet my friend to find a part time job.

Anyway, while I was away, my mother took my 'Glare' magazine with the GazettE on the cover and showed them. At first I was abit angry that she did not ask for my permission, eitherway, I feel good and happy that now that they have seen the band I've always admire uptil now. Not only that, I can slowly get them to accept Visual Kei though my grandmother think that they are female, sissy, gay, ah-qua...
Whatever it is, they need the time to adapt to it.
Hopefully I can introduce my band to them one day and that they can understand my feelings...

Will that day ever come?...

"Dare yoru mo kimi ni Aishiteru..."

Fever~ Lessons~ *jumps about*

Konnichiwa minna san. Yuki desu.
Aahh.. Recently I have been having Japanese lessons and also.. slight fever of around 37 degrees for the past week until now, I even have flu.. (_ _')@~
Not only that, the fever turned me on to the feeling.. Hmm how to say it, its kind of weird feeling but rather inspire kind of feel...?
Well, don't worry about me too much, I'm sure I'll recover sooner or later.

Anyway, today I'll be having lessons again and I'll try to ask as much questions as I can. Believe me, I did try to ask my Japanese teacher about what Uruha wrote in the diary but he told me he need to take time to translate it. I'll show him again today I guess. *grins*
Its time to improve in my grammar and vocaburary then I'll be able to write a song or two? *laughs*

Hmmm... Am I rushing things? Because I'm always at my own pace that sometimes I feel I'm slow else I feel that they are slow? Ehhhh....?
Ahh well, I guess I think too much about this pace thing.