Feel thou Lessons and Work interview

Another day just passed and its now 12.42am according to my computer's time.
Another day that passed inwhich I had a sudden feel of lyrics while I was listening to "Crucify Sorrow by the GazettE", it is about having wings... *coughs* That's as far as I can reveal, besides its incomplete and I need the time to arrange and to complete it.

Today I had my retake on Basic Japanese course and its the first lesson already when I was there to take a look at the intermediate material samples.
Practically, I know that I am really weak in my Vocaburary and Grammar but this does not mean that I will give up on Japanese lesson. I also noticed that I still have troubles on Kanji and Katakana, not only that, even forming proper sentences.
Anyway, it was fun and I like this new class alot though its still the same teacher. "Shintaku Sensei"!!! ^_^ TADAIMA! (I'm back!)
I am soooo going to keep asking him questions until I improve alot! *wide grins*

For the benefit of communication and for the band! *Cheers!*

Anyway, I recieved a call from my friend saying that both of us will go for an interview and we will meet up at 2pm tomorrow（28th November 2006).
Thank you so much for notifying me ne. ^_^ *Ureshii*

Wish me luck for the job!

OH!! Before I go, Decomposition Beauty Live Tour is starting!
Let's us wish all the GazettE members good fortune! *claps hand and prays*

Yosh~ Minna san wa Gambatterumasu~!

Neopets?

Konnichiwa minna san, Yuki desu.

Recently I have been practicing on my classical guitar though 1 of the tuner is cracked and I can't tune it. It is quite fun to play a guitar if you know how to play it well. I can't say that I'm good because I only know like.. 3 chords?!
Anyway, I have been playing neopets for some certain reason which is I'm actually helping a friend of mine to earn something for her guild.

Those who are interested in joining in neopets, please click here.
My user is Uruha_Grace in Neopet. Believe it or not, I'm actually doing something silly there.
Trying to promote J-Rock. *laughs*

A time to think.

Oyashashiburi desu ne~ Yuki desu!
Sorry for not updating for a very long time, my computer's monitor died on me, right now I'm facing my new monitor screen which actually belonged to my cousins' but hes using his LCD monitor.

First of all, I want to thank everyone who turned up for the GazettE fans outing in Singapore. *Yoroshiku* I had have fun singing and fangirling with everyone. Sorry for not being a good organizer, someone went missing and its my fault that had happened. Honto ni Gomenasai. *bows*
As for those who were not able to turn up for the event, I hope to see you in the next outing. If not mistaken, it will be at the near end of the year yet its alright if you are busy on that day because I'm already happy to know that we have common interest and we get together united to support our favourite band.
Like a warm family we were together though we don't know each other well, I had fun but I wonder if the rest had fun too.

Secondly, this morning I was almost late for exam because I fell back into my sleep after waking up to my alarm.
When I just woke up, I over heard the conversation going on outside in the living room, my grandmother had a problem and landed in hospital. It got me really scared at that moment, the feeling of losing someone important and dear. I wish I had the time else I'll really write out my feelings into a lyric and remainded claim. No a single soul noticed it besides its the last day of O levels but I think that I might retain. Afterall, I didn't even once study seriously during my years in school life. This time may have been the worst as compared to the other years. Worst comes to worst eventually, must be mentally prepared for it.

Not only that, I've even forgot to bring my keys out to school *bitter laughs*.

Lastly, I have been spending time to think about the plannings, my friend's birthday celebration and end of O level celebration. There's a slight fume going on between both of my friends, not much but I'd want to say that everyone is different from each other. We view things differently and we are all different. Yes, some may be similiar in some ways but still we are not the same.

Saigo no wa, Kore wa Honto ni Saigo desu.
'BECK' Animation and Band stuffs, I have posted this in the band's blog.

Live up to your dreams.

Just another day~

Uruha fell while playing bowling and...


STRIKE!!!
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Eto Ohayo? *looks at time* Its 12.58AM now.
Just another boring day passed and I have not start studying for my history elective.
Besides, I was supposed to go to my friend's house and help her carry her classical guitar here to my house so that both of us can practice Cassis - Acoustic guitar part and also to use a fork tuner to tune my classical guitar which I got for my birthday this year.

It hold a really great sentimental value, afterall, it once belong to my ex-art teacher which my school principle fired due to the noise my class made last year, he was a great teacher and a good class counciler while I was secondary 3 and as a assistant class counciler last year too. I just wonder why does those people have to be so... ... *speechless*
Anyway~ Its good to hear that he is doing well in another school now.

Mah...~ Nothing much happen today but my throat hasn't been feeling well for the past weeks ever since October but its not serious too. Just slight sticky feeling in it, maybe its because of the haze eitherwise I am hallucinating things.

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Once tagged by this entry, the assignment is to write a blog entry of some kind with six random facts about yourself. Then, pick six of your friends and tag them; no tag backs. This explanation should be included.

1. I admire Takashima-san
2. I listen to the GazettE song everyday and sing along to some of their songs.
3. I want to improve my Japanese language.
4. I miss my grandfather...
5. I want to meet fans from all over the world.
6. I just saw Willows chan in Batsu forum.

Tagged 6:
-Shiina
-Starlight
-Yanshan
-Izumiku
-Felicia
-Alfred

Happy but there is bitterness within.

Happy birthday to you PeiLing!
Thank you so much for coming over to my house eventhough it was your birthday ne~!
Wish you all the best!

*sigh* Eventhough it was supposed to be a happy day where I help my friend to celebrate her birthday but I can't.
Anyway, worst still is those stupid rumours going around.. *shiver in fear*
I don't really feel like saying about it nor to think about it.
But I have to say that I am in a worrying mood, it can never be cleared until I know for myself that they are alright.

I don't know what I can do for them but only to pray for their safetiness.
This hopeless feeling right now, its killing me, I wish I can take their place to suffer, rather than having them to suffer. Such wonderful people around me, why are they always the one to suffer???
I just can't understand! Why can't I just be the one instead? Why them?
Is it really their destiny? Their fate?

Oh cruel world! Let them have a peaceful normal life!

I know that all human have their own flaws, even I myself, have my own flaws too.
However, I wish that everyone will remain happy in their life and have no troubles nor worries bothering them all. I'd rather take on all of those right now, just let me alone be the one.

Wish me luck! I want to bring everyone happiness!

2nd Quiz I got tagged.

IN THE PAST 24HOURS HAVE YOU:
1) Cried: Is a single tear counted? Just today, 11.11pm
2) Wore Jeans: No
3) Met someone: My friend who came to my house.
4) Done laundry: No
5) Went Hungry:
6) Talked on the phone: To my best friend.
7) Said I love you: No but only in my dreams.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
8) Yourself: Maybe
9) Your friends: Not every of them
10) Tooth Fairy: Used to believe in it as a kid.
11) Destiny/ Fate: Yes
12) Ghosts: Yes
13) UFO: Maybe?

FRIENDS AND LIFE:
14) Do you ever wished you had another name?: Yes...
15) Do you like anyone?: Of course.
16) Which one of your friends acts most like you: I don't know.
17) When you cried the most who was there: No one.
18) Whats the best feeling in the world?: To be in love.
19) Whats the worst feeling in the world?: The feeling of emptiness.
20) What time is it now?: 11.15pm

WHICH IS BETTER:
21) Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
22) Coke or pepsi: Coke
23) Love or LUST: Love

YOUR PICK:
24) Mac or KFC: None.
25) Single or group dates: Both.
26) Adidas or Nike: Nike
27) Lipton Tea or Nestea: Lipton Tea
28) Cauppucino or coffee: Coffee

YOU:
29) smoke: No.
30) Curse: Used to but I was childish and insensative.
31) Take a shower: Of course!
32) Have a crush: *blush*
33) Think you've been in love: I don't know, I'm confused right now.
34) Like school: Only the quietness in school.
35) Want to get married: I'm too young to get married now.
36) Think you're a heath freak: Do you mean health?

IN THE PAST MONTH:
37) Drink alcohol: No
38) Gone to the mall: Yes
39) Been on stage: No
40) Eaten sushi: Yes
41) Been dumped: I'm not even attached.
42) Gone skating: No.
43) Dyed your hair: No.
44) Changed who you want to be: No one in particular.
45) I love: Uruha and 'the GazettE' even until now
46) I hide: My true feeling...?
47) I miss: My dead grandfather.
48) I need: Money, Visual Kei stuffs.

Seven people you would like them to do:
The first 7 people who sees my blog, other than those who have done this before.
Good luck to you!

Bio-clock and ... ...

Hai Konbanwa minna san~ Yuki desu!

How is everyone doing lately?
I'm doing fine but recently my bioclock is screwed up and I have been having eating disorder?
Believe it or not, I'm beginning to turn noctornal then back to normal everynow and then. Its really frustrating that I don't have a constant bio-clock. Is it because of that that I'm like eating more than I usually did, causing myself to feel the hunger now and then. It's strange that this has never happened like this before, maybe it did happen last time but I don't remember...

I don't know why, its just that I have been feeling like something is missing and I don't know what it is. Maybe I should go have a run or two in the morning again, its been really long since I've last ran a long distance, I think that maybe why I've been feeling missing. It might also be that feeling.. I don't remember how it feel like but I miss running during weekends by the reservior, the cool breeze inwhich I love it alot.

Come to think of it, how is the world like and how is the others able to control themselves? My temptation is growing and taking over me from time to time, I really have to stop it as soon as possible! Things like this have been coming across me and I also notice that I'm somewhat like Aoi's style of posting his diary in the OHP, changing from topic to topic in one posts, never keeping it to the same.

*sigh* I guess its just the way it is.
ohoh! I almost forgot, the Gazette fan outing is next week and I haven't even start doing on my pants.. *stares blankly* That feeling is missing! I can't explain it well but I never seem to get things done whenever I'm at home and this is really bad! I need to go out more often!
I guess I'll go and do sit-ups and kill myself of the boredom...

Sore Jaa Mata ne!

Happy rainy day? Not until exam is over!

I'm sorry I have not been updating recently!

Believe it or not, today is really sweet for me though I'm still worrying about the result and out come for my O levels.

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Announcement
Apparently the GazettE fans outing will be on 18th November.
Anyone interested in the fan outing please inform me.
More details will be on soon.

If anyone can't make it on that day please inform me as soon as possible. PM, emails, msn, sms all accepted.
*****

Oh oh.. I'm so in sweet dose.
Yes I did notice I'm not my old self in some certain ways, 'the GazettE' and my band (though it will take some time...) have really changed me alot. *laughs*
Neither do I know how it happen, its fated I guess.

I also found out from my Aunt(My mother's big sister) that my aunt(my mother's cousin) who lives in Japan with her family actually lives in Osaka!
However when I tried to ask her about their address and contact number, she said she don't know and told me that next time if we go to Grandaunt house, we can use Skype to communicate with her because it is much cheaper using Skype than calling overseas using house phone.

I guess its better than nothing! I'll give in my best shot in Japanese too! *smiles*

Is this really fate..? Its been 5 years ago since I've met them and its on my last year of Primary school. Now, its on my last year of Secondary school... Will I get to meet them again?
I wonder where will it be this time...

Ne ne~ Dare ga Kotaeru Onegaishimasu~!

Oh yes, some more art teasers~






Mah~ 3 more subjects on 3 different days to go! Tomorrow I'll be having Maths paper 2 at 2.30pm but I will be meeting up with my friends at 10.00am to have our last revision for that paper.
17th Novemember will be my History Elective paper and lastly on 20th Novemember will be my Science (physics/chemistry) paper 1.

Wish me luck!
*claps*
Yoroshiku Onegaishimasu! m(_ _)m

Someone interesting and Fanfics?

Hey guys, how is everyone doing?
I met 1 really cute person in MSN *grins* She's so cute~!
I'm not going to tell everyone about it *evil* Afterall, some of you might chase me with a chopper for that.

Oh, what all of you have been waiting is finally coming that is... 'Fanfictions'!
I've joined in this Jfic forum for about a week now, its kind of small but oh well, better than nothing.

Title of the fanfiction is.

The Mafias

Fanfic:
http://z11.invisionfree.com/JFIC/index.php?showtopic=39

Fanfiction's Chatroom:
http://z11.invisionfree.com/JFIC/index.php?showtopic=38&st=0#entry384645

As you can see from the above link, its a chat room, meaning to say comments and suggestions goes there or anything you want to say related to the fanfiction.

Chapter 2 will soon be out after my 3 days of exams in a row though its in *coughs* progress...

I hope you have enjoy it!!

Dreams, Fanfics, Lyrics.

Hai, Konbanwa minna san.

Omg. I'm cramped up with 3 dreams in a nap, after I woke up, I surfed through the forums and the idea of creating fanfictions came into my mind which I can link on to my Lyrics.

Right now I'm still typing out my dreams in half way. Almost completed but I have to warn you. there is this dream which is kind of... NC17/M18.

Unbelievable for me to have those 3 dreams in 1 shot in that nap which is like 3 to 4 hours long...

Yes fanfictions, I'm sure there's alot still waiting but I still don't know what to write yet. Partly because I will be using this chance to put in some other characters into my fanfictions and it maybe based on the dreams I had. Just that it is different.

Same goes to my lyrics, it is some what connected but only for part of the scenarios.
Please give me some time to think properly. I really need to improve in my Japanese and English before I write it out beautifully.. Yes.. I'm still thinking of who to delicate my first song to.. Maybe to Uruha but that will be hard because he is living in another country, another thing is, I need a programme which can create music...
I'll go on a solo testing with this programme until I am satisfied with the result.
Of course right now every lyric I had have in mind is all mixed up, for many different lyrics and I need alot of time to sort it out.

.......


For your info: One of my first few online friend called me EMO.

Dreams I mentioned #1 and #2

Sorry, it may seem weird but please bear with it.
I've been thinking, since today I had a nap and 3 dreams in like 3 to 4 hours in between. It is somewhat not related but rather connected together but I describe them as... "Regret", "Worthless war", "Filth in the Beauty" and "Physchedelic Heroine".

Its really weird that I had those dreams and its the first time ever I have so many dreams at one shot eventhough I did open my eyes after the dreams for a second and I was knocked out back into my dreams already. Its so messed up and confusing.

Dream#1
I was in this campaign something similiar to "Heroes: Might and Magic 2" and "Warcraft 3" or rather "Final Fantasy XI Online?"
Don't ask me how I dress up like, its obvious that I am me in the dream (all of my views) and I can't see how I really look like.

I recieved a mission from the upper hand saying that I am to eliminate the chimera and retrieve this treasure, this chimera which has been lurking in the area did nothing to harm innocent people and it is doing its duty to guard the treasure.
I sighed dissappointed at my team captain who is so useless and I was the bait, to sneak up on the chimera and steal its treasure. When I first laid my hands on it, it's alerted by my presence and I had to keep on running in circles, avoiding the attacks, while that idiotic team captain did nothing to help me at all. Of course, my running speed is slower than the chimera eventhough I'm the fastest runner in the team. Each time I avoid the dash attack from the chimera, it keeps getting closer to me and I am also getting exhausted from all of the running.
The last thing I knew is that, I looked up in the sky, hearing and seeing the vision of my parents crying.
I stopped to see and listen.
"NOOOO!!! Don't harm her!!!" "Not again please!!" "Haven't she already died?!" "Why are you killing her again?!" "I'm begging of you!"
CRASH.
I'm knocked out, not knowing if I died or anything, I only know that was the last thing I saw.

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Dream#2
Right.. This happen in a huge lecture room, its rather dark because the lecture is going on.
There I was changing seats, I was in my erm.. Visual Kei looking clothes? I don't know, didn't see it clearly, afterall there's no image of how I look like, I only know I'm in somewhat similiar to Uruha's Filth in the Beauty Outfit.
Its like I am moving about silently like a theif or something to communicate, then this black guy I asked who he is and my friend told me not to laugh because he is sensitive to it and forum nick and nickname is... "Mosburger", her best friend.
I blurt into laugher at his nick name and covered my mouth, trying my best not to let him notice.
My friend shooshed at me and noticed that he is furious and sad, stomping away to his seats.
Oh no.
I didn't mean to make him angry and sad at it so I went up to pushing my way through the crowd, remembering where his seat is and to say sorry to him but it appears that he is not listening to me, neither did he see me. Its furtile. Useless. Hes not forgiving me.

The lecture coughed and I knew he noticed me and signaled me to get back to my seat.
Walking back silently to my seat in bad mood, I noticed that some idiot put a pile of chinese homeworks stacking up filling the seat, immediately I whispered and asked who put that pile of work on my seat, my friend told me to look at the guy behind.
I turned around, saw this handsome guy but I just gave him a glare like I'm going to kill him for putting the pile of work which is meant for the class on my seat. He seemed interested in me, smirking and just shugged to look away as if he isn't afraid of me.

I looked at the pile of work and just gave a silent sigh, sitting at the very edge of my seat being careful not to crush the file of works.
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Blacked out again... Continue to Dream#3
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Sorry.. I'm a little tired now.. Dream#3 tomorrow but warning. NC17/M18.. O_O

Reviewing lyrics ,blogs and... quizzes?

Well firstly, I was surfing through the net and I found Regret album lyrics and Filth in the Beauty lyrics in Japanese Kanji form. So now I'll have a hard time to romanjinize? the lyrics partly because, Regret album lyrics are scanned in by other people and there are some words which Ruki sang so... FAST that I can't catch up with what he is SINGING.
Now that I've found the lyrics, I'll have to try remember the Kanji words and not forget them.
Eitherwise I'll have to start all over again, besides, I'm thinking of relearning every basic Japanese eventhough I've learn them last year in between Janurary til March...

Oh yes, Filth in the Beauty Lyrics is just so hilarious. I'm not going to reveal it yet although some other website may have it but still. NO.
Besides, I'm still waiting for my own copy of "Regret" and "Filth in the Beauty".
What's more is that, I will not reveal to those people who take the lyric and claim it as theirs.
Some of you will know what I meant, especially those who saw the thread I talked about few weeks ago.

I will only send the lyrics to those whom I greatly trust and believe in.
Of course I know that not all of you will do that, I'm not someone who will go angry at my friends easily anymore. As I said, eventhough I don't get angry easily but if you somehow managed to make me really pissed off, good luck to you.

Well~ I was looking at Willows chan's blog and saw this tag-quiz thing.. I'll just give it a try anyway.

1. What colour does Willow like???
- Black.

2. What food does Willow not like to eat???
- Huh? Wasabi?

3. Willow is your...
-Friend and bandmate. *Cheers~!*

4. Willow is a...
- Hyper and Caring person though sometime she can be violent(when angry).

5. Willow wears...
-Punk top and Vampire Punk skirt

6. Do you love Willow more than a friend???
-Woah... What does this mean? I can't say I love her more than a friend, get what I mean?
I love my friends, they are equal alright?...

7. What if Willow confesses to you???
-I don't mind being a friend but not a lover. End of story.

8. Willow bites...
-People who annoy her in the forum.

9. 5 people to do this are...
-Momo
-King Xing
-Screamofpain_
-darksuki
-Izumiku

10. Instructions for these people are...
- Change all Willow to Yuki... thanks~

Decomposition Beauty Tour

Hey, I've just looked at the GazettE's OHP, its really beautiful and I love it alot.

Oh yes, they are going to have 'Decomposition Beauty Tour Final 2007'!!!
How I wish I can go...
Anyway~ I'll post up the details here!

TOUR FINAL 2007.03.11[Sunday] Yokohama Arena

[OPEN/START] 16:30/17:30
[Tickets Price] 5,250Yen(Tax in)
[Tickets Avilable] 2007.01.28（Sunday）～

Omigosh~ Maybe I should try asking my parents but I don't think they will allow me to go... *namida* The ticket is about SDG$70.
Oh yes, Yokohama is a city(its rather big...) located in Kanagawa Perfecture, Shin-Yokohama.
Alright, I'll put up the link to that map here in my blog.

Fist your eyes on this...
Map of Shin-Yokohama
Yokohama Arena's website
Map and hotels in Shin-Yokohama
Airline fares


So just imagine, we are spending that much if we personally go to Japan to watch their lives, the total cost is up to SGD$3000 minimum.
*sigh*

For all of us who can't go to the Lives, let's just hope that they will have a DVD too.

Off I go, flying to my bed... I'm tired for the day now.

Jaa~ Oyasuminasai~

1st November~ Am I abit late?

Ahh~ Sorry everyone, I'm late in updating my blog ne~
Today I think I'm going to scream a million times.
Finally 'Filth in the Beauty' is out and released!
My O level art is over and I'm relieved that I made it in time.
Now I'll just put up a little tiny-weeny sneak-peak-preview of my work up here. *laughs*
I'll post up 3 pictures for now and let all of you guess, its pretty easy.

#1


#2


#3


Have you figure it out yet? *smiles*

Oh by the way, my knees are healing up, now its just left with the skin to grow completely. *smiles*
Thank you everyone who have showed me your concern and I'm doing fine now.