1 more day, break me apart

Yes~! Tomorrow will be 'the GazettE's Filth in the Beauty album release!
I can't wait to get my full set copy of the albums, of course, after I get the album, I'm going to write out the actual romanji of the lyrics. However, there is something I need to say, that is.. I can't recongize all of the Kanji and Katakana yet, so pardon me if I make any mistake on the lyrics.
I'm getting all excited already but I have to wait for mise s*clusive to give me a call so that I can go over there to collect my 'Regret + Filth in the Beauty' Set. \(>_<)/

Not to forget!

Decomposion Beauty the GazettE Oneman Tour 2006

11.28 SAPPORO Shimin Kaikan
11.30 SENDAI Denryoku Hall SOLD OUT
12.01 FUKUSHIMA Kouriyama Bunka Center M Hall SOLD OUT
12.06 TOYAMA Kyoiku Kaikan SOLD OUT
12.07 KANAGAWA Bunka Hall
12.12 EHIME Kenmin Kaikan Sub Hall
12.13 KAGAWA Kenmin Hall Act Hall
12.15 FUKUOKA Mielparque Hall SOLD OUT
12.19 MIE Bunka Kaikan M Hall SOLD OUT
12.20 AICHI Kinro Kaikan SOLD OUT
12.22 HIROSHIMA Aster Plaza Big Hall
12.24 OSAKA Kouseinenkin Kaikan Big Hall SOLD OUT

[OPEN/START] 18:00/18:30
(12/24 OSAKA 17:30/18:00)@

[Tickets Price] 4,725Yen(Tax in)
[Tickets Avilable] 2006.10.29(Sun)
[Infomation]BACK STAGE PROJECT 03-3357-8080

Argh, the tickets from most of the concert hall are sold out already!
Anyway, I'll have to wait til next time, penniless right now.

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......
Hey guys, if you find that I'm irritating or something, just tell me straight away.
Even if its something about me you don't like or anything, just tell me. Really.
Because I have have this feeling that something worst is coming to me soon and I don't know what it is...

Mistake!! not Yuki but its Hisashi!

Hai Konnichiwa, Yuki desu.
Apparently I haven't been my old self. That's what my friend said which maybe true.
I don't know anymore, even I myself is confused at my own actions and such.
Sometimes I even find my posts like... I'm trying to get pity or something?
I don't know. Is it just me or what.

By the way, my big mistake. SORRY!!!!!
This guy is not Yuki, hes a member of Glay, Hisashi.
Oh and hes 34 years old and married (I'm not sure), does he has any kid or not, that I don't know.

Hisashi from Glay. This picture is taken from Glay's minami gochi PV
Watch their PV click here

Oh! before I forgot, check out on 'Glay feat. Kyosuke Himuro - ANSWER', its really nice.

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Uruha: Finally, no more competition between us.
Yuki: heh.. yeah. ^^
Uruha: By the way, *pouts* where did the penguin go?
Yuki: Eh..? *T.T* It went missing..

Caught in Twilight zone.

It hurts. Again my heart is feeling down.
Eventhough its suppose to be a happy day because today is Kai's (leader and drummer of the GazettE) birthday.
Ahh yes. Happy birthday to you Kai san~!

Its been a long time since I have updated my blog. *bitter smiles*
My knees are getting better already, thanks everyone for your concern.
Well, today there is a gig going on. A halloween one but I can't go out because I've lost my student transaction ez-link card and I don't have an ez-link card now..
Its been a week or so since the lost on 19th october and that has already caused me alot of trouble..

Furthermore, on the day of Regret album release, my best friend accidentally broke my one and only precious butterfly earcuff into 2 pieces. What could this mean...? The broken butterfly can never be replaced, I heard that they are not going to reproduce this earcuff anymore.
Great... lets just hope that there will be better and more beautiful ones...

Anyway today, I got myself a couple of earcuff from visualshoxx though its not the same but its better than nothing. A scorpion earcuff and a dragon earcuff with extension. Not as beautiful but oh well..

Right now its raining outside, a perfect time for me to write lyrics but I just can't seem to think of any.
Reviewing my lyrics over and over again, trying to think of a perfect image at the same time to collabrate with the rythem and such. I don't know how to explain it. Its like PV imagary in my mind then creating the lyrics. Eitherwise it will go according to my mood at this moment.

*speechless*

All of the sudden...
I feel like dancing to a music, thanks 'Glay feat. Yuki - minamigochi' for the mood.
"Yuki vs. Uruha" who will win this match?
Oh gosh.. please save me.
Yuki


Versus.

Uruha


*melts at their sweet smile*
Their sweet smiles just cured me temperary.
It completely put off my heavy chest when I see them and listening to happy songs. Maybe I should think of more happy songs as well, to cheer people up.
I have always wanted to see people's sweet smile, its really beautiful.

Oh oh, I'm in a mess. A big mess.

Watashi no Kokoro Itai desu...

It hurts. It just hurts alot...
When I saw that the new Singles, 'Regret' is out, I was really happy but somehow my heart still feel really down.
This feeling is killing me now.

Lately I have not been going online to update the blog for some certain reason which I feel that its best to keep it to myself and not make a big fuss out of it.

I have even think out a part of the lyric for my very first song.
It will be kept secret until the day when we perform comes.

Anyway, for your information, the day Death Note the Movie is out, I went to watch with my friends, the movie was really nice and I almost fell for Raito's trick too.
I'm not going to tell you why until you have watched the movie, besides, I don't like to spoil the fun too. Speaking of which, I lost my student transaction EZ-Link card on that day too.. *pouts*

Everything seems to fall under the previous post, all the bad feeling and bad things happenening around me.

I'll sing my heart out to its content with rythem and melody. of course the lyrics too.

I wonder who should I dedicate my first piece to... *sigh*

Phenomenon? Considence? Conspiracy?

Believe it or not, I just noticed something.

Remember the event I said in my earlier posts?
Let's recap everything then.

Sunday, 15 October.
Lucify sang "Filth in the Beauty" as the last song of the night, after I got back home,
I sang "Filth in the Beauty" to Hikaru chan and Denise san from Batsu J-Rock forum on MSN.
I really had fun at that time *smiles*.

Monday,16 October.
In the morning, my poster, Gazette Official Cassis Poster, fell right next to me on my bed, it really woke me up despite being all sleepy and tired from the previous day.
Well~ I sang "Filth in the Beauty" for Shinyi san in the evening, followed by "Toguro" to both Shinyi san and Hikaru chan on MSN.
Later on that evening, Kai's Radio is finally up on air live~! *excited* He even played "Filth in the Beauty" that night, sadly my computer internet connection began to lag at that time.
Apparently, Visualshoxx emailed me about Gazette's magazine. Of course I'm interested in it!

Tuesday, 17 October
I was supposed to go to school for chemistry lesson but I ended up waking up late and missing it..
Anyway~ I went to the Art room instead, still stuck on my topic it seem.
I just took out a pencil and started drawing what's on my mind, "the Gazette".
As said before,I wanted to draw Ruki's image in it but I ended up drawing Uruha ne.. o.o
Gomenasaiyo Ru-chan~! *runs*
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Ruki: Hey!! You promised! *chases after Yuki*
Yuki: I know but I'm really sorry!! Uruha just came into my mind at that time! *runs away from Ruki*
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Well, when I told PeiLing about what happened lately (About Filth in the Beauty, Lets go Japan and all), she told me that lately she likes to listen to... "Toguro"
At that moment, I was... 'stunned'?
Why hadn't I asked her if she wanted to listen to it...? To my first time singing "Toguro"...

Later in the night, alot of things came rusing into my mind, cosplays, my band, music, art, O levels, My Future...
All of it came to me too suddenly that I kept on asking myself about it, its really a total disaster.
I had to withdraw from the cosplay team though knowing its irresposible but I haven't had any choice. "I had to, I need to!" This kept repeat in my mind, I almost got dizzy from it..

I set my decision, it has been made.. I really withdrawed from the cosplay team..
I'm really sorry. Honto desu...

Time passed. Right into Wednesday, 18th October.
Momo chan came into MSN and asked me to send her some Alice Nine and Gazette's song.
Well of course, I don't mind about that and she asked if I'm really alright..
*nods* Thank you again Momo chan for your concern and calling up on my cellphone eventhough its around 2am in late night.. or rather early morning?
We continued on chatting about it though I did share some of my problem, I didn't completely say all of my problems because I don't want to bring trouble to anyone. *Adapted penguin Uru chan at that moment*

I'm sorry if I had made anyone worry about me, and thanks miseichan for the concern and asking me to go to bed eventhough I put my MSN status away and I was already sleeping in my bed..
The reason why my MSN is online is because I was sending songs in a zip file to Momo chan. *smiles*
I hope I didn't make you feel dead worried about me not sleeping. *bows*

Right... Things didn't just stop here.
Batsu forum, "Filth in the Beauty lyrics thread".
Someone initially used the lyric I posted in the earlier pages and claimed that he/she has translated it.
It totally fumed me up, I mean really although I am not the only one who put in the effort, I combined maryandhyde san's and annhateyou san's edition and re-edited it with credit to both of them as well.
I don't mind anyone re-editing my work which was combine with theirs but this Someone had really made a bad move which makes me really furious by taking our work and posting it claiming that he/she has translated it. It really pissed me off, is he/she a bone head? That is romanji! Not English!
Anyway, I decided not to make a big fuss out of it but just to quote her reply and stated that you might want to refer to the earlier pages. (page 5,6 and 7.)

Things didn't just end here, it seems that Hikaru chan's poster fell out from the wall onto her bed as well, she almost crumpled it too! What's more is that, she told me its around 2am?! *Just what is going on?!?!*

I went onto into other forums as well to look for news about Gazette..
Guess what?... I'm not telling you because its a secret.
Its really no big deal for some of you but for the fans.. Its rather sad? I will not reveal it...

Cute. Furious. Smiles.

Konnichiwa minna!
I'd like to thank MoMo-chan for chating with me through the phone eventhough its in the late night at around 2am?

Domo Arigatou Momo chan! Ima wa watashi genki desu.

Ahh yes, before I forgot~ Thanks again Momo chan!
I've adopted a pet penguin here on my blog! *laughs*
(^=^) Kawaii ne~ *tickles penguin and threw a fish to it*

Mah.

Something made me angry when I step into Batsu forum just a few moment ago..
Its about Filth in the Beauty lyrics which I have listened to it many times and someone claimed that he or she translated it and posted it in the thread when in actual fact I was the one who edited the lyric and posted it in that thread in the earlier pages
Filth in the Beauty lyric thread: http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=17604&start=160
I was at total furious and speechless to see someone trying to act as if he or she wrote it and translated it.
*coughs* She or he could have at least give credit.. *cough*
Anyway, I've quoted to his/her post. (^ ^*)
Refer to page 5, 6 and 7.. Not to forget, that post by the other person in page 9.

Nevertheless~ I'll still listen and write out lyrics! XD
It's really fun to share it with everyone and to edit it to make the lyric sound proper~!
I'm sure that there are people out there who want to sing to their favourite songs, so here I am.
I'll do my best to do it eventhough I might make mistakes.
The least I can do is to see people's smiling faces filled with excitement and happiness.
That's what I've always wanted to see. *smiles*

I'm sorry but I will face it.

To fellow Ouran cosplayer group that I have joined in earlier,
I'm really sorry for all the trouble caused.
Honto ni Gomenasai...

Lately I have been thinking of alot of things, at first I wasn't sure if I should join or not.
I was really curious. I don't know what to do. Should I really spend my time and money on it?
I'm really confused...

As stated in the forum:
"Hey guys...
I'm sorry to say this but... I feel that I'm not ready to do any cosplay at all... *bitter smile*
Sorry about this.. I know its really irresponsible of me to do this as well...
Right now I'm caught up with alot of thoughts in my mind..

Honto ni Gomenasai...

I'm not a good person afterall. Just kill me already..."

I have nothing more to say...

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Yuki.

P.S: New lay out... I'm going to concerntrate more on O level, band stuffs and sort out things one by one...

Happiness? Broken?

Hello everyone!
I'm sorry that it has been a long time since I have last updated my blog ne..
I have been thinking about band stuffs and lyrics today.

Well, I'm glad to say that I've finally gotten Nameless Liberty Six Gun DVD limited edition and also Neo Genesis 07(Featuring the GazettE~, along with another poster). *coughs*
Right, I almost fogotten that I've bought Cassis Official Poster and 4 Official NIL stickers from "Let's Go Japan" Event.

Oh yes, the picture you saw above is the wall in my room next to my bed~ Now everyday I see Gazette the first thing I open my eye. *laughs*

Anyway for the past 3 days, many things had happened.
on 13th October, I stayed at my friend's house overnight because its her birthday.
She got really excited when it hit 12mn. Yes her birthday present~ I plan it all out, well most of it though a small part of it goes to PeiLing. *smiles*
Until the next day, I got to play Halo 2 on xbox with Felicia's brother, like finally once in my life, its really fun but the camera angle is very complex.

Anyway, on the same day, you won't believe it.. man.. *groans*
I totally forgot to advertist the J-Rock gig which happen on that day in my blog.. -.-
Well.. 14th October, guess what? Its my dearest bestfriend's birthday, my dear guitarist's birthday and REI's bassist, Kaze's birthday.
Omigosh~! There's just too many people's birthday already!
As for the gig, thank you all for putting up a performance. Especially to REI and Seraph~ Thank you so much! *smiles*
Ahh yes~ Originality and~~~ Gazette.. XD Right.. I'm such a fangirl uh..

Oh!! oO! "Let's Go Japan" ~
I had a fun time there too, for those people who missed out in that event, I have uploaded pictures of it.
Here at http://s89.photobucket.com/albums/k232/ShikotoNegawo/LGJ/
Enjoy the pictures~

One more thing, the J-Music concert that evening was really nice, except for the first 2 band inwhich I did not find any interest in it..
Probaly because I don't listen to the artist's songs they sang.

Go Seraph! Thank you again for the song. Its lovely. *cough* (>w<)~
*nudges* I know you know what I mean... *cough* I did headband a little bit.. *cough*
Oh... Did I forget to mention that Lucify sang Filth in the Beauty, the last song for the day!
I totally headbanged throughout that song and sang along. O.O.. Hai.. Honto desu (Yes.. Its true)

Please don't kill me ne.. *hides*

Hot Pants?

Oh my god.

You'll never know what I did today but soon you'll know as you read on.

Just lately, I have been thinking of making myself Uruha kind of pants, thights revealing. (OAO")
Its like... Am I nuts or have I gone crazy?!
*cough*
I know this sound all of the sudden but its true, on 30th of September I went down to Alise's shop around Bugis Junction and this idea caught up to me as I saw this really nice punk pants but too bad its not my size..

Right.. I know it does sound crazy but right on that day I really have this sudden urge..
What's more is that yesterday, 12th October evening, I wanted to go and have check up on my eyes inwhich I am wearing contact lenses but my doctor is on leave.. Seems like he will be on leave on every Thursday..

Well back to topic. I brought some make-up and.. Guess what?
... I bought 2 metre long of black cloth, 2 metre long of dark blue ribbon, 3 metre long of black ribbon and finally 6 fastener things.. (What ever you call it, I don't know)

Just what the heck am I thinking? This is so going to be my first time doing this stuffs.
Yes, call me crazy of whatever. I don't know.-- Its just the sudden urge and I haven't even think of the design I wanted it to look like.. (OAO")

I better come up with something quick, maybe... *mumbles*

Oh yes, I think I have come up with something for my art but you will have to keep guessing how it will look like. Not to forget, the pants too~ *laughs*

O level Art and... Ruki?...

Omigosh! Time flies so fast. Today is the due date of my O level Art - Course work (8 board and 1 big board which I paint).
*shivers* I'm so dead meat. If I'm not wrong, the most I can get is B3... or worst. C5.

Right now I'm still thinking if I should go to school early to attend lessons or stay at home to do art work and wait until school dismissal then make way to school.

Its a really big decision for me. If I stay at home, my family will 'accuse' me of trying to play traunt and to write a letter of excuse eventhough I am fine and I can go to school.. *annoyed*

Wait a minute. Did I just say I am fine?
I'm so not fine with my knee injury though I can walk about with no problem but still my left knee will hurt slightly..

Oh borther... I hate to do something wrong but I have to quicken my pace and finish up my art work as soon as possible... Hmmm....

*thinks*

Well, I guess I should rest at home and turn up in the afternoon. Believe me, I'm lacking of sleep since the previous day before yesterday. I had totally burned the midnight oil to rush on my 8 boards, not only that, it seems that I am slacking after I return from school.. (- -*)
How I wish I have more self control yet I do not wish to lose contact with my online friends. (I'm getting abit ridiculous huh?)

Pray hard and hope that my mother will allow me to stay at home until the afternoon where I go to school! Its a MUST go to Art room today. Especially when my Art teacher will be giving me the O level question paper which contains about 6 different topic. It really makes me wonder what topic will turn up, hopefully that I can get a topic of my interest for that!

Speaking of which, I have been thinking if I should or not include Ruki's picture into my art work.
I mean, I don't want to make him feel like, "Why the heck is people using me for their art work?!" (>_<") Sorry Ruki!! *Tries really hard to resist temptation*
Oh no.. I just spilled the beans.. *sweats*
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Ruki: What the?
Yuki: I'm sorry Ruki san! Please don't get mad at me!!! *runs and hides*
Ruki: Come back here kid! *chases Yuki*
| += After Some time =+ |
Yuki: I'll be back later on! Aa, Ganbattene Minna san! (ah, Everyone Good Luck!) *runs*
Ruki: Grrrrr!! Stop running already!

New items? New cuts?

Konbanwa~
Today is really a tight-scheduled day for me, I was almost late for school and had to re-apply ointment on my knees.. o.O'' *sees more puls*
Hate to even think of it but I love blood...?

Oh wells, Today I have a new ring (Imported from Japan?) .. ^^ Bought if from Visualshoxxx. It cost me $18 but its really cool and I like it alot. Hopefully someday I'll be able to get myself a earcuff~!


And this is how it looks like when I wear it.




Oh yeah, I almost forgot, I have a new hairstyle on the 4th of October incase some of you didn't know.
Just to show you my new hairstyle. I wanted it to look like Uruha's but ended up like this. Anyway~ I love it! *does Reita style due to the Haze on that day*

Lovely~! Just lovely! I love it alot! *laughs* Uruha's frindge is much longer than mine and his is on the left parking, not right. *grins; Uru-ta? (Uruha+Reita)*

Anyways, nothing much happen today, right now I am rusing on my art work for O level.. *burns midnight oil* Lots of sketches but its kind of crappy?
Oh wells, I better hurry up now! ($A$)// *Buring in flames* YOSH!!! GAMBATTERUMASU!!!

Ouch~ and Hyperness.

Konnichiwa minna san.
How is everyone doing?
I hope that you are not like me today because I had a great fall when I was playing Captain's Ball during P.E lesson and its also on the first few minute I got into the game.

How did it even happen? My classmate wanted to pass me the ball through a high throw, I almost caught it and went after it, hoping to catch it in time.
When I was about to get hold of the ball, luck wasn't with me, I tripped and fell flat on my stomache with this position as if I was diving into the water.

There goes my beautiful knees... (>o<") *In pain*



Anyway, after my P.E teacher helped me apply this cream (Picture above, is it ointment?),
I went to sit down aside, watching my classmates playing Basketball and eventually I sang Wakaremichi and Cassis. My classmates and some of the other student who walked pass me stared at me, causing me to wonder if I had done anything wrong.

*sigh* Now that fall made me missed my time after school inwhich I had to meet up with my art teacher so that he can help me check my 8 boards for O level... I had to go home straight after school, in pain. After that, I went to visit the doctor because I was worried about having a scar on my knees...

Ahhh let's just put this pain aside...

Off to~ Hyperness~!
Yes indeed, I've gone really HYPER eventhough I am in PAIN.
Well, that is because I went to take a look at "the GazettE's" Official Home page and noticed that they have put up samples for new songs for both Regret and Filth in the Beauty Albums.
It is really wonderful and I've gotten myself all hyped up even if my knee is in pain, I went on jumping awhile and took some rest.. *ouch, I wanted to jump on more*
Anyways~ I've send Ruki and Uruha a fanmail in english, telling them how much I love this and other things as well.
Lets just hope that I'll be able to recieve a reply, I'll be really glad if they really did reply to me.
Honestly saying, I am already glad to be able to be here enjoying all their songs and knowing that they are busy, it doesn't really matter if they reply to my fanmails. Most importantly, they have read what I wrote to them and understand my graditute towards them.

Oh my... I better make a move now *still in pain yet happy*.

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture. From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

I wonder what will happen next...?

I declared my love in class?!

Yes yes. I know this sounds crazy.

However, last Thursday and Friday (September 28th and 29th), I made my move.
I brought along pictures or rather photos of Gazette and Alice Nine to school. Again.
I can't remember why I did that but I just did it.

On September 28th.
My left contact lens tore into half in the morning when I was about to put on them before going to school... >:/
I showed my classmates photos of them and they were really shocked. Very shocked to see Gazette and Alice Nine. Come to think of it, when it comes to maths lesson, I did show my maths teacher photo of them but he wasn't even supprised because he said that he know a teacher who also like them. That makes me really wonder who it might be, I really want to meet up with her! To chat about J-Rock all day long, really I don't mind doing that.

Anyway, I managed to replace a new contact after school. (^o^)/
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The next day, September 29th.
Nothing much happened~ Just wearing contact lenses which I seldom do.
Oh wait...
Something did happen during the last 2 period which was...... ENGLISH LESSON!
Yes yes, another shocking thing happened. again.
It was before my class was dismissed, I showed Uruha's photo (Its a close up photoshot) to my English teacher and sat there smiling at her, asking her to guess if Uruha is a Guy or a Girl. (grins)
Afterall, everyone stayed silent, I don't know why but its really fun to make her guess.

She answered me this: "This person in the photo, its definately a Female"
I told her that its a HE, her expression was like "(O_O) WHAT?! YOU SERIOUS?!"
Yes, I know, Uruha is too pretty~! (laughs)

We kept on chatting about this bishieness of Japanese guys and "Do not judge a book by its cover" as I am refering to Gazette. *winks*
Eventually I blurt out saying that I like this kind of pretty guys like them*! *refering to Gazette*

Ohoh~ Anyway in actual fact I was refering to J-Rock Visual Keis. XD
I really can't stop laughing over the fact that I declared my love towards them and their expressions was the same as my english teacher's. *points at this face -> (O_O)*

I told my best friend what happened during English lesson and she was laughing along too!
Saying that "Guys who are interesting in me will have a hard time!"
I know its a joke but its true they will have a hard time! Afterall, I did say that I like pretty guys like Gazette, Uruha in my own class! (laughs)
Okei okei, enough of that, I'm getting abit too crazy and hyper here however I still love Gazette the way they are! (smiles) Forever and ever.

Sorry, I haven't been writing lately!!!

Yoo Oyasashiburi desu! (Yoo Long time no see!)
I'm sorry guys and girls! Lately I haven't been updating my blogs and I have been thinking of alot of things as well.

Anyway, here I am going to write a really long! So sit back and enjoy! (Laughs)
But no worries, I am going to post it up onto different blogging posts(?)...