Bad day yesterday...

Yesterday was a bad day...

Once again it hurts...

「ヘルヴィン」まで：　本とに御免なさい。。。
TO "Helvin": I'm really sorry...

Really sorry...
very sorry....

*cries*

I didn't mean to.. I didn't mean to drop you...

....

If you guys wonder why...
Here's the story...

Today I was supposed to have an audition to join in "Jammer'z Arena" Interest Group in my school, so initially I bought my electric guitar, "Helvin" along with me to school.
However, the least I knew was I never expect that I didn't get to play "Helvin" during the audition.

I sang Gazette's "wakaremichi"... ガゼットの「別れ道」は歌う...

While I was walking to the Bus Interchange, I suddenly had this bad feeling... in fact very bad...
It happened a few step later, in which.... my guitar, "Helvin", fell out of the guitar bag and hit the floor flat...
Flat on the ground... I'm really sorry... 本とにごめんなさい...
I didn't do it on purpose but it really fell out from my guitar bag and I had totally... no idea.. how it happened... I quickly picked it up and put it back into the bag without checking and when I felt the dizzy and headache attacking me when I got home...

I wasn't able to eat anything for the night, its just not right...

Just then I remembered that I needed to check up on Helvin... I cried...

Damage caused:
Scratches over its beautiful coating,
Scratches on the guitar string,
Toggle switch damaged,
Worst of all.... Sound system damaged...(2 tones and Master volume)...
I'm not sure if the machine heads has been damaged but... let's hope it'll get well soon...

I'm really sorry... but I promise I will try my best to get it fixed. But please do understand, please... Because I have work.. 2 part-time jobs waiting for me and I'll be working WHOLE day...
And yes.. to me, this guitar, is something I love really a lot. whenever I'm playing it, I can feel it...
Like what happened today, I could feel the pain and it really breaks my heart.
It is like, both me and my guitar is like.. erm.. has been bonded together, heart and soul...

"We were bonded heart and soul, forever together."
“ずっと一緒だった、心と魂はむ結びつく。”

Anyway, as for the part time job, please do not worry, I've already decided to quit my first job and will be working there last day on 10th June.. (which is just one day after Uruha's & Miseichan's Birthday)

*hugs guitar to sleep*

I feel tired but... I will continue on.

...Right now listening to loads of Gazette's song... yeah... Every song they played...

*heart broken*

*weak smiles*
Another thing is, I'm glad to hear that Gazette will be going back to Japan on Monday...
Which means my present will be able to reach Uruha already.
I'm glad to hear that and thanks

miseichan

for the information.. *hugs*

*sings along with Ruki*
*still hugging on the guitar*

kitto kawarazu aishiteiru..

歌手：ガゼット
作詞：流鬼.
作曲：大日本異端芸者の皆様

ずっと繰り返してた
ずっと悲しませてばかりだった
きっとあなたさえも傷付けて
僕は動けぬまま

あなたに触れる事が
何故こんなに苦しいのですか？
きっと　同じ事を繰り返しあなたを
失ってしまうのが怖かったから

寄り添う事で拭おうとして
忘れ切れなかった日を
あなたは何も聞かずに
その手を握ってくれたね

明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
ずっと変わらず愛している
Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｗａｌｋ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，
ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅｄ
Ｉｔ　ｋｅｅｐｓ　ｗａｌｋｉｎｇ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，
ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｉｎ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ…

辛い事さえ　忘れるくらい
あなたを想っている
会えない夜を数える度に
焦がれるむ濡

かけ違いの寂しさ募る
どうか一人きりで泣かないで
どんなに離れていても
信じ合える二人でいよう

どうかこのまま　笑っていたい
あなたを傷付けさせないで
時が経つ度　薄れて行った
あなた想い　繰り返したくない
明日あなたの気持ちが離れても
きっと変わらず愛している
明日あなたに僕が見えなくても
ずっと変わらず愛している。
どうか　僕だけを　見つめていて
どうか　この手が　解けぬよう

Ｉ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｗａｌｋ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，　
ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅｄ
Ｉｔ　ｋｅｅｐｓ　ｗａｌｋｉｎｇ　ｔｏｇｅｔｈｅｒ，　
ｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ　ｉｎ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｙｏｕ　ａｒｅ…

Its been so long...

Its been so long since I've last posted in my blog ne.. *sigh*

1st off, I have to announce that 'Miseibi' has already disbanded last month... *is way too slow to announce it*

2nd, I'm in Republic Polytechnic, joined Japanese culture Interest Group. *yay*

3rd, Lately I've been really really reallllllllyyyyyyy busy with life, especially that I've gotten myself an electric guitar and now with 2 part time job in which I will be quiting my first job as a 'NTUC' cashier which made me look so old.

4th, today... after school i'll be going to have some.. mmmm.. Japanese 'mini test' by afew japanese teachers off in a private school or something. It is like to test me on which Japanese language course I should attend.

ahh.. there's still alot more but I"ll leave for bed soon since tomorrow there is this UT, understanding TEST and I have to get up early.

Living my life.. to which path?

Well, I suppose some of you know that I have been looking for lead guitarist and bassist.
I'm happy to say that we (Miseibi), has found our bassist and he is Kaze. ^^

Sadly, we still have not found out lead guitarist yet and it will take some time... I don't know when but.. maybe in june? who knows?

To tell the truth, I'm kind of worried how the band will turn out to be like. Maybe I should talk with them more often so that we will know what the each of us wants. Because its not going work if we keep jamming without thinking what do we want. So in the end, nothing much was done. Well, to all my members, if I am stressing any of you, please do let me know, I believe we can talk it through even though I am not good in thinking wise and to speak well.

At another side of me, I want to go Japan, which means, I can't stay in Singapore forever. Of course, that literally means, to stay in Japan for a long period of time.. or even stay there for good?
Well I guess for now its not the time to talk about that but to keep on going...

I am going to work hard and to do my best in the polytechnic years!

Japan and Band! Please do wait for me~!

**Oh and I may use livejournal more often now since blogger has been such a pain in the ass lately. (for me that is)...
Visit me at http://yuki-miyazaki.livejournal.com/
Domo arigatou~!

Drums and then schooling..

Drums~

Speaking of drums, it is really a nice instrument to play with.

I'm really glad and thanks Denis for asking her friend to teach me drums even if it is just for 1 day and a the most basic ones.
Domo Arigatou Gozaimasu~ m(_ _)m

After that day, I am even more inspired! \(^^)/

1 and 2 and 3 and 4... *continues on practicing drum beats*

OH~ and.. I got into Republic Polytechnic's SONIC ARTS...
Should I even be happy or sad...? I mean it may not be a so bad place but still... Is that place really where I want to go...? To be a performer... That's what I wanted isn't it?... *sigh*
Come to think of it, if I go to Republic polytechnic, won't that make me Calyx's junior?..
Whether it be good or bad, I'll still try to appeal to go Ngee Ann Polytechnic..

Blue cheese...

Argh... *dying due to food*

Do not ever try BLUE CHEESE...
It simply almost killed my sense of taste when I ate that cheese, the smell of it is like... *puke* rotten cheese.. duh..*pukes even more*

Oh and.. I hate the new blogger..


Blue Cheese...
then again.. ^_^;; I think I will skip my lunch. The smell and taste of blue cheese is simply too strong for me and... yucky!

*Throws the Blue Cheese away*

Happy Chinese New Year! (*pouts*)

Shinnen Akette Omedetou!
^ ^
Happy new year everyone!
^ ^

ahhaahhh... another new year and its not as much as I expected.
This year, it feels lonely but then again, happy in another way.
Other than just wearing a kimono out to visit relatives, it seems that none of them have thought of taking picture with me. It feels like "Hello?! This is a golden opportunity to take a picture!" This is it, I felt really fed up with them for once, this year is like, they are looking at me like a stranger!
Ok, maybe not totally but they commented me as "cute", "look like a Japanese", "I thought you were a Japanese", "I couldn't recongize you".
At least, one of my cousin, from my father side suggested that she'll take a photo of us (my family and myself with my grandma)...
On the other side, maybe I should have asked them if any of them wants to take a picture with me.

Anyway, my cousin's dog (from my mother's side), he's kind of attracted to me?
Etto... In a way that he keeps coming at me, licking me. (I love dogs, don't you think they are adorable and a good pet too?) Eventually, it was also the first time it followed me around for so long. O_O

Hmm.. I guess that's about it?...

..................

In search for Bassist and Lead Guitarist.

Konbanwa~

Hello everyone, this is Yuki, vocalist of Miseibi here.
I believe some of you knew that I'm looking for a Bassist and Lead Guitarist. *bows*

Just to let you know that you have to be/have...
- Fondness of visual kei, or at least, don't mind dressing up visual...

- Able to do some backup growl-singing... If you're not sure what growl-singing I'm talking about, do ask... I can explain to you

- If you're a guy, you have to be able to tolerate looking a little girl-ish and put a bit of make-up, be able to tell us when you feel uncomfortable around us because the rest of the band would be girls... Also, you have to tolerate some not so nice comments from some non-visual kei lovers...

- If you're a girl, your voice has to be low or at least, around my vocalist's range.

- YOU HAVE TO BE ABLE TO PLAY THE BASS/GUITAR WELL.

Vocalist: YukiMizayaki
Lead guitarist: ???
Rhythm guitarist: willows-elegy
Bassist: ???
Drummer: Jillyann
*For your information: The member name as mentioned above are my band's member nick in http://sgcafe.com


Please PM me if you're interested.
Other requirements and conditions for you to accept would be made known to you via PM/email/msn
You won't be forced to join when you show your interest or PM/email/msn me.
So no worries.

*Incase I didn't reply to you, you can pm to willows-elegy as well.

Our band is J-Rock influenced VERY IMPORTANT.
Make sure you see this.

Audition:
*Audition date will be posted up at least 1 week before the actual date.

Lead guitarist position
Less than 2 to 3 years of experience: You will be expected to perform 3 J-Rock songs.
Songs will be of your own choice, reference to scores allowed but try not to rely too much on the band scores.
For those who have many years of experience (as compared to above): You will be given the listen-and-play. If you are not able to listen-and-play, then I suggest that you pick 3 songs as well.

Bassist
-Those who participate in the auditioning for lead guitarist but does not get the position can audition for bassist position. Provided that if you can play bass.

As for those who do not wish to participate in the Audition(as mentioned above), please let me know, I'll know what to do.

*My email/msn: xiaomusica@hotmail.com

Thank you.
Yuki

http://soft.com.sg/web/modules.php?name=Forums&file=viewtopic&p=352837#352837

Quizzes and more Questions then... *stares at my own eye*

Ohayou~ Just now I was wondering about, looking for quizzes to do since I'm so so so so so sooooo bored.

Gomen, just slowly scroll down and take your time to do the quiz too.





Which Gazette members are you?

You are Uruha! Gazette guitarist! You are always at your own pace. You usually play video games during spare times... You dislike peppers. You like to collects rings, perfume and accessories. And you have this girl-ish personallity... but ppl still love you. Your favorite season is spring cuz it's warm ^^
Take this quiz!
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Uruha~~
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That's not just the only 1... There are also a few more quizzes.




Which Gazette member will die for you?

Uruha! I love those peircings of his, personally, LUCKY YOU!he'd die for you, but not in the Romeo & Juliet kind of way, if he had to be with someone else to keep you alive then so be it.
Take this quiz!
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nooooo!! I won't let you die on me!
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Which The GazettE's five sense are you?

You're Uruha - Taste. Nobody can resist to taste you. Beware.
Take this quiz!

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Great... Just how are people going to taste me? Put up an advertisement which says "lick me?"
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Which member of The Gazette is your soulmate?

You are all Uruha's, happy to drown your sorrows in his guitar solos and his wines while enjoying the sweet psychoticness that is your better half.
Take this quiz!

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O.O My soulmate... *drops dead*


*coughs*

My quizzes have not ended yet!
There's still... 85 Gazette Fan question to answer but I'm having a hardtime with it.
Probaly the next time when I've finish up those answers, I'll post it up in LJ(Live journal)~

ok.. for the eye, I guess some of you know that I've posted picture of my eye in Batsu J-Rock forum.
Go check it out at http://batsu.org/viewtopic.php?t=22039&start=60&sid=86ecc9300dbc9408073e3caef813ad7b

I've posted pictures of my eyes there and funny thing is, I'd though it looks semi Reita and Uruha.
Really, you have to go see it for yourself. I'm not kidding.